tired.....

Whoever knows me will know the word "TIRED" doesnt seems to leave my mouth..I dont know why..im just TIRED!!
Today is Mon(29Nov) and its already end of the month..Thats reli fast.Another year is finishing in a month's time..And i can feel im getting... (OLDER)..haiz...
Today at work nothing so special...and im happy that my 2bros are coming back tomorrow so i'm passing back the jobs back to one of them!! yeah yeah...I have completed my jobs so here i am blogging in the office again..Bosses not in office so its my ~HAPPY HOUR~ ♥♥
Hope this week can pass faster as my bosses are going Phuket and they wont be in the office for 4days!! Like that my ears can be in peace instead of hearing "KAREN,KAREN!","ANDY,ANDY!","GABRIEL,GABRIEL",and everybody else in the office!!!
And you know what! they Kiasu sia!! pass me jobs that is MAR & APR 2011...omg!! thats like 4 to 5months later...my Dec jobs still havent finish leh..got Jan 2011 de also..
Shawn keep asking me y my jobs cant finish de..HOW I FINISH WOR??!! complete this then another job comes in..or even worse,havent complete this yet another one comes in! My desk can NEVER be clear from papers..But luckily i still can manage with the help from all of them..They are all my saviours!
Its such a fucking good weather to be SLEEPING @ HOME! but here i am in the office..just wondering how come dont rain at night but rain in the afternoon where i have to work..Not fair right?? *im thinking too much*
Kong Ngai has finished their Anniversary last Sat and its a success..especially the glow dragon! Sherman first time performing on stage for Lion Dance..Although he's only playing the instrument but as a 8yrs old kid,he's good..Cos he my BAOBEI mah!
keep thinking of what to type,im too TIRED & LAZY to think liao! i will stop here! going to play texas holdem!

♥♥♥♥♥

Grand The Star - Gep Wai Nai Hua Jai (Eng Subs)

tired...

Here i am nothing to do but blogging in the office..lol...
My dearest is getting really very much better and seems like im loving him more n more each day..Miss him so much even at work..I dont know if he will read my blog but thats fine..haha
Today actually i can be free if Gabriel's here but he went for reservice and will only be back next tue..So his jobs temporary will be with me and Andy..
Early in the morning being called up for a discussion and luckily "he" didnt scold me.But Andy and LatLat is not so lucky today.Especially LatLat..Always get scolded..And i also found out that my lady boss seems to get hot tempered day by day..I dont know why..Anyway both of them are nice if they are in a good mood..But once they are in a bad mood,we all die..
I have been taking up more n more clients that i didnt do before..the one i hate the most is the one who made the most complaints about the position on the newspaper.Cos SPH already said they cant commit to the position that the clients wanted even though they are paying loading.So why must you insist that you wanted it and made so much complaints about the position like a small little kid crying over spilled milk..knn.....
Some clients are very troublesome but some are nice and also easy to handle..Looks like i'm having a hard time to satisfy these type of clients with their demanding requests..Very sian with them..
There are stress in this company but i enjoyed the companion with my colleagues! Esp Yvone!! She's the best colleague that i had ever known..Whenever im sad or happy,she will definitely be listening to me..
I like to go out with her because we have alot in common..we shop,talk or even eat...heeheehee.....If one day she wont be in the office anymore,i wont forget her of cos!! hahaha! I will miss her definitely! Although now i have Shawn,but still she's my very best friend in the office! haha..we even contact each other during weekends..see each other for 5 days liao but still not enough..If this continues then i think we gotta be like superglue..hahahaha!!!!

Good day everybody!! see ya tmr in here again! :)

For my dearest...

I love you more than you can imagine
When I see your face it brighten up my day
I love you more than words can ever tell
Even more than what im about to say

I don't remember the last time i felt like this
You make me feel the real me
You don't know how happy it makes me
When I can share things with you,comfortably

I love the way you smile
I love the way you make me laugh
And you give me hope....
When things get a little sad

All of your hugs makes me feel free
From all the drama and trouble that life brings my way
If i would have 1 wish and one wish only
I wish for this love to be here to stay

I lay in bed at night trying to fall asleep all I can think about is you,you like my fantasy my dream come true,I never knew our love could be this strong half of it probably hasn't been shown,I love the way you smile,I love the way you laugh,I love the fact that you care so much even though we haven't met and the fact that you don't give up even when times get rough,I love when you say I love you and that I always get butterflies even when I'm thinking of you...I'll love you till my dying day,You might not understand how much you mean to me. I love you with all my heart,I want to love and spend the rest of my life with you...

I told you how I really felt,the love I had for you..My worst fear was you'd turn away,but that turned out not to be true.You told me you felt the same,but had the same fear as me..From that day foward,we knew it was meant to be.I hope we'll always be together,and things will never tear apart..I'd also like to remind you that I love you with all my heart..

:)

Happy? Unhappy??

Mixed feelings recently..work,friends and my dearest..

Working longer in this company makes me feels sick.The longer i work,the more ER XIN things that i saw..Especially bosses..We tends to be the BAD person while they are the GOOD person..Why must things turned out this way? I dont understand.Does it means we work for them,we take their pay then we can treated this way? When they are not crazy,they seems fine.But nowadays,they're getting crazier and crazier..Alot of ppl cant tahan them anymore,not me alone..Just kinda wondering how long can i stay in this kind of working environment.Im lazy to change job,Im lazy to go for interview.im even lazy to meet new people..So for the time being,i shall stay where i am now.Not going anywhere..i think there are more disgusting things coming along..I shall see..
Havent been seeing all my friends for so long..Kinda wondering how are they now.Although we did keep in contact sometimes,but it doesnt seems enough..I cant turn back the time like in the past where we can always hang around somewhere to chat or play..Its only chushi then we can see one another..
next is my bf,Shawn..haiz..I have hurt him too deep in the past..Im lucky that we are still together..Im now trying to amend the hurt that i had brought to him last time.I love him the same and i also know he love me the same.I promised him he will be my last and really last.Nobody can enter my heart again.I dont mind waking up abt 4am just to call and wake him up for work.I dont mind i doesnt have enough sleep..I even doesnt mind he has no time for me cos he's really busy with work as its the end of the year now..Missing him every min and every sec..U have my words,dearest..I promised you.. :)

Hope everyone's doing fine! Especially Angie and Jasmi! Its been so long i didnt see these 2 gals..lol..miss them sometimes..I will plan and see when i have the time to meet up with the both of you!

Time to stop blogging and get to slp! Hope tmr will be a fine day to me...Bless me,my friends...

FUCKING HELL ANGRY!!!!!!!!!!

WHAT THE FUCK! So many things had happened when i work here even longer!
I realised my temper has changed to even worse everyday! I just cant stand it..I have been understanding sometimes towards "HER"..but still she doesnt realise that HER WAYS OF WORKING ARE SLOW ENOUGH LIKE A TURTLE! Whenever i do TS,i will always have to quarrel with her..knn..And today its the worst! Gabriel even sided her and say me together! knn...Wads wrong with them today!She can spend the whole fucking day yesterday to do just AN AD,but she didnt start with mine yet..i kept quiet!she only started to do abt 6pm yesterday! But after lunch just now,i went over to her desk and see wads she's doing and again SHE'S STILL AMENDING THAT AD! so i just tell her to do faster..bloody fucking hell,she said MY HANDS ARE LIKE THAT DE! pcb attitude!
After that Gabriel came back from designer's side and say me! SHE CAN DONT WORK OT AND JUST GO BACK AT 6PM,SHE CAN DUN GIVE U DRAFT 1........i was thinking: EH,HELLO! THIS IS HER JOB,IF SHE CANT FINISH HER JOBS BY 6PM,OF COS SHE GOTTA STAY! IF SHE CAN DO FASTER THEN I DUN SEE THE NEED FOR HER TO STAY BACK!WHAT DO U MEAN BY "CAN DUN GIVE ME DRAFT 1"?? SO IT MEANS UR JOB IS A JOB,BUT MY JOB ISNT A JOB!
If you cant do it,then jolly well tell me and ask me to pass to other artist instead of wasting my fucking time like that..
GAB said she got "ALOT" of jobs on hands! WTF,yvone checked already and said only 2 jobs! Like that call "STRESS",y dont she come n take over my post and try being FUCKED BY CLIENTS,FUCKED BY BOSS,PRESSURED BY CLIENTS! YOU COME N TRY IT....IT ISNT FUNNY!
You have your own stress but me too...so u think YOU DONT HAVE TIME TO DO,SO U DELAY! AND WHO KANA FUCK BY CLIENT? NOT YOU BUT ME! i chased after you for the artwork,ITS MY FAULT! i dont chase after you for artwork,ITS MY FAULT ALSO! then what shall i do??
You all are adults so i dun see the need to keep pressuring you and chasing after you for whatever i have with you.Cos i thought you will adjust your own timing..But end up i still have to treat u LIKE A SMALL KID,Keep chasing you for the artwork,gotta sit beside you and keep watching you!
PLEASE LA!!!! I GOT NOTHING TO DO EXCEPT TS IS IT??? I cant possibly sit beside you and just watch you do...DO YOU NEED ME TO WASH THE BACKSIDE FOR YOU AFTER YOU GO SHIT?? DO I NEED TO WIPE YOUR MOUTH FOR YOU AFTER U HAVE EATEN?? DO I NEED TO PULL UP THE BLANKET FOR YOU WHEN YOU ARE ASLEEP???
WHAT THE FUCK! YOU PCB,KNN,CCB........
If im what im used to in the past,i would have beaten you jialat jialat...
Sometimes im in office like crazy playing with everyone,but it doesnt mean im not serious when im busy..i can joke around if i have nothing to do,but when im busy,WORK COMES FRIST..
DO NOT TAKE ME FOR GRANTED AND DO NOT UNDERESTIMATE ME IN THE OFFICE..i can be nice and i can be fine,but the minute u step on my tail,u gonna get it...
im short tempered at times,but sometimes,the bad memories plus anger maybe in my heart for a long time..
SO DONT DARE ME.....

in it again.....

Im in it again..I just cant forget him.Not the things that he had done to me..Its the feelings.We have been together for so long but i just have to let go.. Im always very happy at work cos my colleagues will make me laugh or talk to me.That makes me no time to think of anything else except for work.But after i knock off,it seems like everything will change back to square1..I hate this feelings. But i know i will still have to go thru this myself..I guess only time can help me heal my wounds..
Im still working in Mediatron..im more familiar to the job now.Although there are still alot of things i have to learn,i know they will guide me along..Now im more closer to Yvone in the office.We always had our lunch together and even if we knock off,we still sms over the phone.
Its a good start as i know im getting closer and closer to my colleagues.
I always had alot of fun at work.I thouught i will have trouble waking up everyday for work.But now i guess i can do it.Anyway i have to thank Yvone for accompanying me everyday and listening to my problems and comforting me..I also wannna thank Andy,Gabriel,LatLat,Amo,Cindy and Charles..Im still slow in memorizing,but i will still JIAYOU!! =)
My dearest friends! Please dont anyhow think if i ever neglected u..Im just too sleepy after work.Thats all..Not because i have new friends and dont want u all..Dont think like that..I still love u all the same.Its juz now sometimes after im awake,i need to bathe all that to get myself ready for work..i dont wanna be late..Please try to understand me..I still love u all as before.ok?! =)
Thats all for today's blog!!!

BACK TO BLOGGING!!

I dunno how to start blogging after so long!! lol.. Start about my job first!
I've started working as a Media Executive.Tis job is not as hard as i thought.I learnt alot of things in this 3weeks! I got so many helpful seniors who are by my side everyday! They are Andy,Gabriel and LatLat..I know there are still many things for me to learn about advertisement.I will slowly take my time to learn and memorise all that i can before Gabriel leaves..And i also learnt to SLEEP EARLY WAKE UP EARLY!! lol..I know thats abit unusual for me..But its for real this time! I've been waking up at 7.30am everyday..Im tired but for my "DREAM" job,i know i will get used to it..
Next are my friends..Thanks Alex.Deric,Wenkai,Darryl,Weizhen,Karrie and more for accompanying me regardless of happiness or sad.You all really meant alot to me other than my family.I'm starting to feel abit distant to them.I dont want this to happen and i hate this type of feelings.I hope u all will still be there for me whenever i needed you.And i promise i will be there for you all if you ever need me.
My family..Alain is getting naughtier and naughtier.Tends to scream and shout whenever she dont like anything.I know i cant do anything to stop her from screaming.Sometimes when i knock off from work,i hear her scream i will get irritated.And i also feels that whenever im in bad mood,she will do funny things that can make me forget about my unhappiness.Sherman is also getting naughtier.But afterall he's still my baobei.I still love him the same.I love all my cousins in fact.Although there are some that are not really close to me.
The following are for my dearest friends:

Alex ~ Hope you can really do well in your studies if you really decided to continue.Dont let others SEE YOU NO UP! i will always support you in whatever decisions you make (ONLY WISE DECISIONS)!!I MEAN IT!

Wenkai ~ Hopefully you can find a job soon as you already finish your NS.And actually i found that you had changed alot.You are not the same WENKAI that i had known last time.lol..But i still love you the same! I MEAN AS FRIENDSHIP LOVES!! dont misunderstood me!!

Deric ~ I know you still havent really get over your dad's death.But staying at home cant get you anywhere.Hopefully you will come out if we ask you out again.Your daddy will bless you wherever you are.He knows you are a nice and filial son to him.

Darryl ~ Guai guai finish your NS!! And dont always say SIANZZZZ..there are more SIAN ppl than you in this world.You should feel lucky! lol.I know you dont like your life in NS,but still you gotta finish it..

And for those whom i didnt mention DOES NOT mean i got nothing to tell you.You all are still in my heart!!

Enough of blogging today..Hopefully i got something to post tmr.Night night all..

to all my dearest frends!

A hug is worth a thousand words,but a friend is worth more..

When the world no longer seems to care,there is still comfort in the eyes of a friend..

When love is greatest,words are fewest..

Having you as my friend is really GRAND..

Just wanted to brighten your day..Like you brighten mine! =)

What lies behind us and what lies before us are small matters compared to what lies within us..

Good morning!! Wishes for a daythat's filled with smile and kisses..

Im so glad that we found each other..

Good morning! Just to let you know im thinking of you!

With you my friend,my life brightens up each day..

Found Love

Life is long
And sometimes sweet
Then all at once
A man you meet.

A man so honest
A man so true
Who gives you back
What once was you.

I send to you
Though far apart
A precious gift
Which is my heart.

Just think of me
Before you sleep
My heart I give
For you to keep.

From Friends To Lovers

Sometimes I feel sad and sometimes I feel blue
but whenever I see you, I'm as happy as can be
for you bring a smile upon my face
and a feeling of joy within my heart
you're like my sunshine in the morning
and my stars that glow at night
you're like the waves in the ocean
the cool breeze in the wind
like the call of the birds in the morning dew
like the sounds of beauty in the night
you see all of these things are of beauty and love
that's how I feel whenever you are near
for it was the passion and desire from both of us
that opened up the world for our eyes to see
for our love of each other will grow and grow
and our needs and desires will be more everyday
for a friend you once were and will always be
has turned into love as it should have been
so I want you to know as a friend and lover
that in my heart and arms you'll always stay
for our love for each other will never fade

Remember Before

Today is the day
That I give you this letter
To let you know baby
You make me better
A better man
A better friend
Better to guard you
And always defend
I know we may bicker
I know we may fight
But ill always be yours
At the end of the night
Baby sometimes its hard
But I always want you to see
That no one can come close
To how much you mean to me
So true and so real
Never to leave my heart
Even thought I couldn't say it
I've loved you from the very start
Back when I could only hug you
When i couldn't tell you how I felt
I put this on everything I care for
Babe u made my heart melt
Your laugh was amazing
But your smile was the best
But making you happy forever
Will be the ultimate test
ill give you all my love
Our hearts will forever last
I love being your future
But i cant be only your past'

Beautiful Dream

Sail down the stream
Such a beautiful dream
Never stopping
Never touching anything
Till dawn awakes you
With a breath of the spring

Far from the crowds
Way above the clouds
We can take you to
The edge of the day
And show you living in
A new kind of way

We’ll take you floating to
A sea of morning dew
Where everyone’s the same
And no-one knows your name
And there you’ll see that you can
Live your life to the extreme
Such a beautiful dream

Loneliness

Does the fear of loneliness cause me to be with a person who hurts me
Does the fear of loneliness cause me to care for a person who only deceives me
Does this phobia cause me to dwell in the past, making it so hard to move on
Does this phobia cause me to depend on someone,
Only to find out that that someone is independent
In reality, now I can't depend on anyone else, neither myself
In my state of loneliness, everyone else is paired
Am I the only one who suffers by themselves?
So should I be content with one who doesn't make me happy
Should I be content with another who creates sadness?
For if am alone, there is the possibility of emptiness in my heart
If I am alone, I see the impossibility of ever smiling
I am afraid of being alone

To My True Friends

The day I met you
I found a friend -
And a friendship that
I pray will never end.

Your smile - so sweet
And so bright -
Kept me going
When day was as dark as night.

You never ever judged me,
You understood my sorrow.
Then you told me it needn't be that way
And gave me the hope of a better tomorrow.

You were always there for me,
I knew I could count on you.
You gave me advice and encouragement
Whenever I didn't know what to do.

You helped me learn to love myself
You made life seem so good.
You said I can do anything I put my mind to
And suddenly I knew I could.

There were times when we didn't see eye to eye
And there were days when both of us cried.
But even so we made it through:
Our friendship hasn't yet died.

Circumstances have pulled us apart,
We are separated by many miles.
Truly, the only thing that keeps me going
Is my treasured memory of your smile.

This friendship we share
Is so precious to me,
I hope it grows and flourishes
And lasts unto infinity.

You are so extra-special to me
And so this to you I really must tell:
You are my one true friend,
My Guardian Angel.

Our friendship is one-in-a-million
So let's hold on to it and each other.
We cannot let this chance of pure bliss fly away
For there will never be another.

I love you.
I will always love you.

Friends Again

In the beginning we were such
good friends,
But why did we let our feelings
make it complicated and tense

But then I got caught in the trap that
love set for me
And I was no longer free
Cause you were the only person
that I could see!

You said that we were meant to be
But yet you were not free!
You said that everything has
got it's place and time
And that you would one day be mine

How can I now believe all the
promises that you made
when it seems as if your love
for me has began to fade!

Friends is what we decided on
But who am I trying to con?
Sometimes I am hurting like hell
But no one in this whole world can tell!

最深的爱叫着“放弃”。。。。

當你不再愛我，當愛你已成為你的負擔，當相愛已是一種痛苦，那麼，我選擇放棄。

放棄你，是因為愛你。因為愛你，所以不願看見你不快樂；因為愛你，所以不願看著你強忍內心的掙扎；因為愛你，所以不願看見你勉強的笑容；因為愛你，所以願意放了你。

當愛已成往事，又何必苦苦追尋？強求得不來幸福，強求只能拉大你我的裂痕，只能加劇你我的痛楚。如果你真的想走，我無言，只能任你去。

曾經以為你是風箏，我手中握著那根線，無論你飛向何方，我最終都是你的歸屬。

現在終於明白，其實愛你，就不應該束縛你。

“春花秋月何時了，往事知多少？”往事如風，不如讓愛隨風而去。

當一切成空，惟有回憶伴我。時間能沖淡一切，包括我對你的愛。不願讓你看見我的眼淚，因為你會心軟，但你不會開心。

因為愛你，所以不會用淚水強留，所以放了你。你的心已遠去，我又何苦留下你的體？

雖然我渴望天長地久，但如果這只是一種奢求， 那我不如只求曾經擁有。曾經擁有過你的愛，這已足夠。 因為有一種愛，叫做放棄。

放棄不是無私的奉獻。放棄你，這不僅是對你的愛，更是對我自己的呵護。放棄你，我會傷心，但我不會後悔。讓你從我的生命中消失，是因為“長痛不如短痛”。

當我容顏盡老、行將就木，我依然不會後悔。因為曾經愛過你。 因為愛你，所以希望你快樂。

有人說這個世界不會有永恆的愛情。你我之間，如果連短暫的愛情也無法存在，不如放開彼此。愛你，就該讓你去追尋你的幸福。當你快樂時，我也會快樂。因為你的一切，我都在意。

如果你要離開我，我不會怪你，只能怪我自己，怪自己太愛你。 也許是我過分的寵溺讓你習慣享受，也許是我過分的放任讓你沒有責任，也許是我過分的愛憐讓你壓力重重，也許是她美麗的容顏讓你迷向。只怪你我有緣無分。

當你想要離去，請別管我，你只需告訴我，你不再愛我，你要走。我一定會讓你走，不會乞求你留下，哪怕聽見自己心碎的聲音。

當你離去，請別再回頭。回頭是一種錯誤，回頭是對你我的不公。去了，請別再後悔。

因為愛你，就該放了你。 我知道，有一種愛叫做放棄，那是對你最深的愛。

我告诉你说：“我今天扫楼梯时，差点儿从楼梯上摔下来。”本来我以为你会安慰说：“亲爱的，小心点儿。”但你说：“扫慢点，不就得了。”
我伤心，我觉得你一点儿不爱我，不在乎我。
后来，我发现我们的楼梯异常干净，干净的都不用我扫；一个月后我才发现，那是你每天抽出5分钟的结果。


我告诉你：“我的车子坏了，我走了半个小时才到车站。”本来以为你会关心地说：“你怎么不坐出租车，累不累？”但你说：“反正很近，你也顺便减肥。”
我生气，觉得你不爱我，不关心我。
第二天，我发现你留在桌上的你的车钥匙，以及为我准备的丰富的早点。


我告诉你说：“我想去北海道，荷兰等地，欣赏那一大片壮观地花海。”本来以为你会关心地说：“你想去哪，我们来计划。”即使敷衍几句也好，但你说：“真无聊，花大把的银子去那种无聊的地方。”
我生气，觉得你不爱我，不懂我。
后来，我发现家里的旅游杂志，不管是国内还是国外的报道，只要有赏花介绍的那一页，页角就有折痕,里面就有你的笔记记录 。


我告诉你说：“我跟朋友出去，晚上会晚点回来。”本来以为你会关心地说：“ 跟谁出去，小心点儿，记得拨电话或早点儿回家。”但你说：“随便你，你高兴就好。”
我生气了，觉得你不爱我，不关心我。

后来，我负气拖到深夜3点多回家，我看到你坐在沙发上的睡容。


我告诉你：“我的大姨妈来了，肚子好痛。”本来以为你会安慰我说：“忍一忍，一天就过去了。”

但你说：“女人真麻烦，受不了。”
我伤心了，觉得你不爱我，不疼我。
后来，家里的零食柜里多了好多巧克力及红豆，是你买的，但你一直没吃。直到一个月过去了。你在我月事的前后一星期，天天煮着红豆汤。


我告诉你说：“我真高兴嫁了你，你是最好的老公。”本来以为你会开心地回答我说：“我也是这么觉得，你是最好地老婆。”但你说：“嫁了都嫁了，不然，你还想怎样？”
我生气，觉得你不爱我，不懂我。
后来，我无意中发现你在睡前用卫生纸擦拭床头那张40英寸地结婚照，然后望着照片傻笑好久。



我想我终于懂了，在你不在乎地外表下，有颗不善用言词表达的心，一颗最爱我的心。

原来你是爱我的。只不过不说。这是你爱的方式，与别人的不同 。



女人的爱总是表现在外边 而男人的爱总是藏的很深。深到很多人竟然没有发现，深到很多人把它忽略了。也不知道这到底是男人的悲哀还是女人的盲目......

我以为你不爱我，原来是你爱的方式很特别!

遇到这样的男人的时候，请一定要好好珍惜!

人生最好不要错过的两件事：最后一班回家的车和一个真心爱你的人.


Darling、若有下辈子，还要和你在一起！

1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good.
2. When in doubt, just take the next small step.
3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.
4. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends and parents will. Stay in touch.
5. Pay off your credit cards every month.
6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.
7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone.
8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it.
9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck.
10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.
11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present.
12. It's OK to let your children see you cry.
13. Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it.
15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don't worry; God never blinks.
16. Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.
17. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.
18. Whatever doesn't kill you really does make you stronger.
19. It's never too late to have a happy childhood. But the second one is up to you and no one else.
20. When it comes to going after what you love in life, don't take no for an answer.
21. Burn the candles, use the nice sheets, wear the fancy lingerie. Don't save it for a special occasion. Today is special.
22. Over prepare, then go with the flow.
23. Be eccentric now. Don't wait for old age to wear purple.
24. The most important sex organ is the brain.
25. No one is in charge of your happiness but you.
26. Frame every so-called disaster with these words ''In five years, will this matter?".
27. Always choose life.
28. Forgive everyone everything.
29. What other people think of you is none of your business.
30. Time heals almost everything. Give time, time.
31. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
32. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
33. Believe in miracles.
34. God loves you because of who God is, not because of anything you did or didn't do.
35. Don't audit life. Show up and make the most of it now.
36. Growing old beats the alternative -- dying young.
37. Your children get only one childhood.
38. All that truly matters in the end is that you loved.
39. Get outside every day. Miracles are waiting everywhere.
40. If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else's, we'd grab ours back.
41. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
42. The best is yet to come.
43. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
44. Yield.
45. Life isn't tied with a bow, but it's still a gift.

分手需要練習的 放棄關於你的話題
終于可以不用缺席 甚至還表現的不再關心
從前你是傷的痕跡 現在不過是場回憶
忽遠忽近 我怕的是低潮來襲 這城市哪里夠冰寧
藏住我突然想哭的情緒 寧願失去過去勇氣 好過跟你冷戰退擊
這樣誰輸得起 原來分手是需要練習的 時間久了會變勇敢的
你慢慢出走 我漸漸放手 這不就是我們要的自由 但傷口好了會變輕松的
海闊天空不殘留一點痛 回頭看怕懦弱住前走怕墜落 但我一定能學會
**在想你的時候不難過**
不愛就不要選擇，愛了就要堅持，真正的幸福是一點一點爭取的，是一天一天積累的。
不要去傷害愛你的人，也不要讓你愛的人受傷害。
成熟不是看你的年齡有多大，而是看你的肩膀能挑起多重的責任。
愛一個人要用心，誠心相待，真心交流，恒心相守。

不要計較太多的得與失，感情沒有絕對的公平，也沒有絕對的對錯，要學會用一顆寬容的心包容對方的缺點與失誤。
在一起是一種緣分，真的好珍貴，不要輕易讓愛人哭泣傷心，好好珍惜在一起的每一分鐘，美好的回憶應該留給快樂和歡笑。

無論遇到什麼事情，不要輕易說分手，不要輕易放棄感情，下一站未必比她好。
相信你的愛人，不要總是懷疑她的誠意，親密之餘給彼此留一點自己的空間。
經常想念對方，哪怕她的壞，設身處地的多為對方著想，永遠別讓她的面孔變得陌生。

其實每個人一開始都不懂愛情，與愛人一起經歷一些事情，甚至一起經歷一些痛苦，才能變得成熟，才會懂得珍惜。
愛了就愛了，永遠不要說後悔。只是一定要記住，讓相愛的日子多一點歡樂，不要留下遺憾。

愛一個人是一件很幸福，又很辛苦的事。
我總是希望可以與我的愛人“執子之手，與子偕老”
所以我總是告訴自己：“選我所愛，愛我所選！！！既然我選擇了，我也會用心的對待，我不想讓我們彼此陌生，所以我用心等待…

Do not stand at my grave and weep,
I am not there, I do not sleep.
I am in a thousand winds that blow,
I am the softly falling snow.
I am the gentle showers of rain,
I am the fields of ripening grain.
I am in the morning hush,
I am in the graceful rush
Of beautiful birds in circling flight,
I am the star shine of the night.
I am in the flowers that bloom,
I am in a quiet room.
I am in the birds that sing,
I am in each lovely thing.
Do not stand at my grave and cry,
I am not there. I do not die.

可不可以有一个人。
可以看穿我的逞强。
可以保护我的脆弱。
不要在我说「没事啦，你去吧」的时候
就真的会放心的放开我的手然后留我一个人。
不要在我笑笑的不说话的时候
就真的会以为我心里没有觉得疼痛和难过。
不要在我若无其事的忙碌着手头的事的时候
就真的会以为我什么影响都没有受到。

我希望他会在我的眼泪掉下以前
就用大大的手掌捂住我的眼睛。
然后轻声说我的眼睛只有微笑的时候才是最好看。

我希望他会在我面无表情的时候轻轻的用力的搂紧我。
然后说你在我的面前永远都不需要伪装坚强。

我希望他会在我受到委屈的时候把我的脑袋按在他的肩膀上。
然后抚着我的头发说没关系就算所有的人都不相信你你都还有我

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HAPPY EVERY MINUTE
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SIAN!!!

This few days dont have the mood to update my blog..Reli damn fucking no mood!!!
I just dont understand why some people cant really CLOSE ONE EYE,CLOSE THEIR FUCKING MOUTH and just work!! I know its her job to report everything she saw to the bosses..But sometimes U DONT HAVE TO GO BY BOOK!!!!!!!
After give birth come back,first day only complained to boss about this and that!Even though u are the supervisor of the shop but it doesnt mean u can use your position anyhow!Bloody idiot!..As what my boss said i was good in the beginning but she was also surprised why i reacted like that to her that day..I was shocked when i talked to her like that..Guessed i was too good cos everything also OKAY OKAY OKAY! Cos i thought its my job so i shall keep quiet and work..They are certain things im really not happy with but i juz shut up and work cos ITS NONE OF MY BUSINESS AS LONG AS SHE DONT STEP OVER ME!! But what happened that day made me resigned finally!!
My customer had signed a mani and pedi package with me..And everythime she comes,i will automatically do her feet without asking..Then her hands will be done by either one of my colleagues..Last fri,my customer called and booked for an appointment..Then i told my SUPERVISOR that i will do back her feet..Then she said BUT HER HANDS STILL GOT PACKAGE! But the problem is whenever she comes,its always me who did her feet! But now my customer is coming,that idiot dont allow me to do!! WHAT THE FUCK! Then she directly said NOW ITS NOT EVEN YOUR TURN TO DO CUSTOMERS..Then i just put everything aside and tell her NOW ITS NOT MY TURN,MY PACKAGE U ALL DO! I DONT WANNA DO!
I was damn pissed so i msged my bosses and tell them i wanna resigned..after 2pm,i walked over to my boss's shop and told her what happened.I was damn angry and i told myself I NEVER REGRET THAT IVE RESIGNED!
Whatever she do,bosses CAN SEE!! but whatever we all do,BOSSES CANNOT SEE!!! and always assume SUPERVISOR ALWAYS RIGHT!! What the fuck they thinking!!!!!
After talking,i told my boss i wanna go take 2 days leaves..she asked me why..den i told her IF I GO BACK AND SEE HER FACE,I WILL SURE BEAT HER UP!! Frankly speaking,till now i havent even calm down at all..
People who knows me will know that actually im short tempered..Today u made me angry,den after a good sleep i will be ok..BUT THIS TIME ROUND!!! ZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.........I CANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And i cant imagine what will happen tmr! I really dunno..This fucking gal made me feeling upset,disappointed and angry! I will never talk to her!!
I hope tmr will be a better day for me,if not i think i will really fight with her..I wont put up with her anymore! I SWEAR AND PROMISED!!!!!!!
ccb,nbcb,bloody fucker cum sucker!!!!
PS.IF TMR U GONNA MAKE ME CRAZY AGAIN THEN U WILL GET IT FROM ME!

happy holiday!!

Today is Good Friday so i didnt have to work today!! haha!
I woke up at 10am plus!! Thats too early for me on my off day! lol..
Then i asked Sherman to go bathe first den my turn to bathe..Then we took bus 61 to Wenkai's house and wait for Alex and Darryl at the bus stop! We waited for them very long!! But they havent come! End up Wenkai called and asked me and Sherman to walk over to his house first..Then i called the both of them and asked them to walk over to Wenkai's house themselves..Once we crossed the bridge,they arrived and so we waited for them at the bridge..Then the 4 of us walked over to meet Wenkai..
We went to a coffeeshop near Wenkai's house for lunch den we took bus 61 to Ubi cos Darryl and Alex wanna see bikes..The best thing is THE SHOPS ARE ALL CLOSED DUE TO PH!! WTH!! lol...But in the end we managed to see a bike shop opened so we went in to enquire..After that we walked to the bus stop and took bus 65 to Bugis..
We alighted at the bus stop behind GUAN YIN Temple..den we walked over to OG cos thats the ONLY atm that can recognised Darryl's card!! hahaha!
After that we walked over to Bugis Junction to meet Deriic Dum..
They intended to watch HUO LONG! A new movie! but its NC16! So i gotta give up this movie cos of Sherman! End up we went to Iluma and played arcade there! Today's not bad! We used $15 and played den we able to get over 240tickets! Better den last time! lol..
After playing game,they were supposed to go watch their movie while me and Sherman will go home and celebrate my mom's birthday! But end up,they all went to buy cake and go up my house and celebrate together..
We bought a cake from Bread Talk..My mom likes chocolate so we bought a chocolate cake for her and we also bought alphabets candles(SUSAN) for her..After that we cabbed home! lol..
We reached home abt 7pm plus den we saw my brother cooking dinner..H ewas cooking HOR FUN!! hahaha! den after eating,Darrick came to join us..we cut cake and sing birthday song for her! SHE WAS SO HAPPY! Deriic and Alex bought a small purse for her..She liked it very much!
Then the 5 of them joined my brother and his friends to Boozer and drink! But i not going cos tmr i gotta go work..So i rather stay home.
Guess im having a mj session later!!
So i will update tmr!!
Byezz all =)

dissapointed!

Im having the worst 2 days at work in this one whole year in my curent workplace! Cos someone who got "GOLDEN FINGER" came back!!
The 1st day when she was back,she started to complain everybody to boss..I understand that its her job to report everything but the problem is WE ARE ALL STAFFS!! She shouldnt juz use her position and ORDER us do everything!
Before she went for her maternity leave,she asked her customers to signed up alot of packages..Then after that we were the ones who helped her with her packages when she was not around! True! We didnt said anything cos we still earn SOME commission for doing her customers!
But fucking hell,the 1st day she come back only den juz complained to boss abt us! WHAT THE FUCK SHE THINKING?! The 3 of us are not very happy with her already..How can she bloody hell do these type of things to us?!
One of my colleague merely said that there's a nail shop at Toa Payoh looking for manicurist! And there she is telling my boss! den end up my boss called my colleague and asked her! WTF!!
She was ordering the 3 of us to do this do that!! she is ORDERING!!!!! den wad can we saID?! Its a kind of manners!! Even though my bosses asked us to do something,they will know how to say THANK YOU!! But this fucking woman doesnt know whats SIMPLE MANNERS!! How can we work with this type of person?
I also understand that every company will have this type of person existing..But her way of working makes us cant stand her!! Whenever i think of going work,i felt so restless!! and even dragging my feet to work! When she's not around,i was so happy! But when she's back,i was so so so angry and dont feel like going work!
Thinking of seeing her at work makes me PUKE! That 3 months without her around,we are all doing fine! But now..HAIZZZZZZZZZ!!!!!
Was wondering how long m i able to stand her fucking attitude like that..Its her mouth and actions that makes ppl cant stand her! Now i think of her,i feel like beating her up! I know its wrong for me to do it,but its only my thinking! I WONT DO THAT! COS I DUN WANNA DIRTY MY HANDS!
She's not worth me wasting my energy and time!
Tmr i will be meeting my buddies! Hopefully they able to cheer me up! I know i will be happier if im with them!
Nothin more to post! cos i dun feel like posting anymore now! going to slp
Night night!!

May days without postings!!

Im back!! lol... From nowhere! Just dun feel like posting anything..Cos there's nothing to post at all except from yesterday and today! =)
Yesterday i woke up at 9.30am den rushed to work..Not very busy at work..Den i went to Bugis meet Wenkai,Darryl,Deriic and Alex for dinner..We went to Pasta Mania..Den they went for sheesha(think wrong spelling)! lol..den i went back home carrying 2 tubs of YAMI YOGURT for my auntie! Cos she juz had her wisdom tooth removed so she can only eat those food that can be swallowed!
I reached home at abt 8.30pm..Den after changed i started played mahjong with my family..Den about 11pm plus,Wenkai,Deriic,Alex and Darryl reached my house..
At 4.30am,Wenkai,Alex and Deric went home to slp while Darryl is already snoring a-w-a-y Zzzzzzzzz...
We finished playing mahjong at 7am!! lol..Long night!! hahaha!!! I lost $70 in d end!! Den i woke Darryl up den i go bathed..I accompanied him to Bukit Batok Driving Centre to take his theory and practical test!! I was sitting there like a fool!!!!!! We reached at abt 8am den he finished at 11.30am!! Long hours!!
Den we headed down to Bugis..He bought new stickers for his helmet! Den i bought sandals and a pants! After that we went to have our lunch at Long John Silver den we cab home!!
Now im talking to Wenkai on the phone!! End of my post!!
Miss SK member dearly!! =)

Boring!!

Its been so many days i didnt update my blog..Cos im lazy plus busy!
Lazy cos im very tired and have been going to and fro from SK,house and funeral.
Yesterday was the first time i quarelled with Wenkai for so long..Its all my fault cos i prpmised him i wanna meet him but end up i didnt..So i cant blame him for being angry with me and ignoring me for so many hours! Of cos i do feel sad but i cant blame him for ignoring me..But finally thru Darryl and Alex.he is fine again..And also thank them for comforting me throughout that few hours! =)
My 6th granduncle passed away on Fri morning..He is 85 yrs old this year..Alot of ppl said people who lived till this age is sufficient..Thats wad i was thinking about also.Not everyone can live till his age..So i was running to and fro..Everyday after work i directly went down to his wake den about midnight den i go home slp..
Today we all (his relatives) went to send him off..He was cremated at Kranji..Not alot of ppl cried cos now the way the ppl invented things are more to computerise..When we reached there,they asked us to sit inside the hall while they recited prayers for my 6th granduncle and after that we all go around his coffin and asked him not to worry about anything..Just go peacefully..Then after that we headed to viewing gallery and which is where he will be cremated.Last time was those u can see the fire burning the coffin but now u can..There are metal doors opening slowly and the coffin was pushed in slowly by automated sliding metal supporter for the coffin.Now they changed it this way i felt its much more better for us.We are not so heart pain as to see the corpse who is our beloved being burnt by fire..Finally everything has been settled and we all headed back to his house downstairs for lunch.After that we head back home to slp.
Woke up at 7pm,den went downstairs to have our dinner.Came back played one round of mahjong then here i am updating my blog.Gonna skype with Alex now! Night night!! =)

On leave again!

Im on leave today cos i got something to do in the morning..But atlas i woke up late! lol..
I woke up at abt 11am plus..After finished cleaning myself up,i brought Sherman downstairs to buy my LATE BREAKFAST CUM EARLY LUNCH!! Was feeling bored the whole damn day..So i packed Sherman's study table and clearing up his mess for half and hour then i went to watch tv and checking on my FB..
Then met Wenkai at abt 7pm at Bugis..He havent reach,so me and Sherman went to buy tickets for Alice In Wonderland 3D. Deric was supposed to go but when i called his house,he was sleeping! He said he was tired..I did asked Weizhen and Karrie along but they got training till 8pm..Then i called Alex to ask if he wanna meet us but he cant cos he meeting his gf..In the end left only me,Sherman and Wenkai..We pei Wenkai go hawker centre eat den i went to buy pants..Then after that we headed to Illuma to play arcade at lvl7,den after that we went down to lvl 5 and continued playing till abt 9.15pm..Our show started at 9.35pm..
Sherman kept talking to me and Wenkai throughout the whole movie! lol..Quite nice movie! We are still waiting for Toy Story 3 in 3D version..We finished the movie at ard 11.25pm,den we walked to the bus stop and took bus 61 back..Reached home at abt 12.10am..Sherman was abit hungry so i cooked noodle for him adn we shared..
After finish updating my blog den im heading to slp cos tmr will be another working day for me!! HOPE NOTHING WILL HAPPEN!!
Good night!! =)

My off day!

I woke up at 11am plus and turned on my com straight!! lol..Then i went to brush my teeth and everything den i smoked..
I went to temple with my family at Telok Blangah..I prayed for my family and all my friends..After we finish praying den we headed down to Roxy Square Food Court to have our dinner..We had steamboat..I was so full..After that my uncle fetched us go Katong Mall and buy things..I went Cold Storage to buy cigarettes while my mom bought drinks..My auntie went to buy Awfully Chocolate cake..Nice nice!! =)
After we reached home,we played mahjong till 11pm plus! After that i start to do my gel nails again.Started at about 12am and finished at abt 3am..
Time for FB and updating my blog..lol..Then my hp ring cos Darryl msged me!! He now going to do his duty from 4am to 6am! Poor him..i called him and chatted for awhile..Juz hang up..
Hope i can see Wenkai and Alex tmr!!
Night night everyone!

Happy moments!!

I woke up late today!! lol..So i was rushing off to work like hell! haha! And in d end i was late 10mins..Today was not so busy..So still not feeling so tired!!
After work,i rushed back home and changed den headed to Cineleisure to meet Wenkai,Darryl,Deric and Alex.I was so happy cos Deric and Wenkai caught 6 small toys den exchanged for a big YOSHI!! hahaha! Then they caught another 6 small ones to exchange for a big LUIGI!! haha!! After finished catching toys,i went downstairs to the food court with Alex and Deric as Wenkai and Darryl walked over to Ratchada and reserve a table for later..
Karrie came down to meet us at abt 9plus,den we went to watch Jack Neo's latest movie 做人..Quite funny..lol..We finished watching at abt 11plus,den Weizhen came down and meet us go Ratchada together..
Today was the first time i ever entered into a Thai Disco!! Thought i will find it boring cos its been so long i didnt step into disco! But atlas i didnt cos its quite fun there though..But too bad i gotta come home early cos i dunno where i left my keys..I cant find it for days already..I didnt wanna trouble my mom so before she sleeps,i have to reach home!
And finally i reached home at abt 2plus! now skype-ing wif Alex and Joel..hahaha..
nite nite everyone!!

Life! Sucks!

Yesterday wasnt a lucky day for me! Eddie was sentenced to 4 months imprisonment den later part of the day quarrel with my mom..Worst day for me ever in my life! But luckily Wenkai accompanied me for awhile and eventually i felt much better with his companion although i had RED ANTS BITES on my feet! lol..
As for today,i went to work early cos Angie was stuck at custom..So i went there to open the shop and knocked off at 8pm..Seldom have the chance to knock off so early! I signed new contract with my bosses..Only added in one new clause..And which i found it quite reasonable..
After work,i went down SK to meet Darryl,Deric and Alex..So long nv see Darryl liao!! haha! But tmr he going back camp to do his extra! lol
Then we headed down to TIAN TIAN HUO GUO with Darryl,Deric,Alex,Jason,Sandy and Bee..We ate alot! All of us were laughing non stop cos they were joking around with the workers there abt WATER GUN!! hahaha!!
After that we all headed home at abt 1plus with our body full with oily smell!! hahahaha!!
After i reached home,i went to bathe directly and changed my hp cover cos it had oily smell also! haha!
Chatted with Eddie's gf in FB and chatting with Darryl and Alex in MSN..Multi tasking! Now its time for me to slp!!
Tmr will be meeting them as well..Hope i wont be so tired tmr..lol..Pray hard! Night night!! =)

So many things to worry!

Alot of things are in my mind now..I dunno what to say..Im confused..Feel like crying when im updating my blog! Alot of things happened to me in these 2 fucking days! WTF!!
I dont understand why some people promised to help but end up they ROTI PRATA said another words..They might put ppl in trouble..They are not young anymore le..Why must they do this to him?! BREACH WAD U PROMISED! I can understand that u can dont help us at all..Cos u dont owe us anything.But since u already opened your mouth and said YES.But in d end u broke your promise..And still say THAT PERSON HAS NO MEDICINE TO CURE! And after i heard wad ..... said,i nearly go n beat n slap her straightaway..But someone stopped me from doing it..If in the first place u do not have the intention to help den might as well u just reject..You dont need to act as if u are very important den talk as if we owe u ALOT! If u reject,at least i can understand n wont be angry with u..But im really very angry now..I cant stop myself from being furious..U have a kid..He is still very small..There are something called RETRIBUTION..I will just wait and see your retribution! Im not cursing u,but its you who started doing all these plus your fucking mouth which i cant tolerate..Although u are not my family member,but still I DO NOT WANNA SEE YOUR FACE! U 2 have the money to buy Chanel bag and a branded watch to each other during Christmas,but u dun have the ... to save a person and instead u said all those fucking words! U are older than me lo! U should know how to think better den me! Now den i realised u are an idiot plus moron! I dunno whether u will read my blog anot but i DUN GIVE A FUCKING DAMN..If u dare den come find me,if not den u better stay away from me! Im not as easy going as u think..FUCKING HELL..Luckily that person is safe from everything now..If not i will really go their hse and whack them..End of this!
Another matter is BGR..Fucking sianz!! I did report to him but end up he called and argued with me and said i didnt bother to call him whole day! I DID!! I still say i going Toa Payoh collect my hp after work and he still replied me with ORH!! After i knocked off,i called him as i promised,but he didnt answer..End up i saw him online facebook..Then i kept calling and calling his hp and again he didnt pick up..SO IS IT MY FAULT??! Abt half an hr later he called me back finally..BUt right after i said HELLO,he started to scold me and eventually he CUPPED my call..I wasnt in the wrong!! he's just trying to be unreasonable n which I DONT CARE!! I called him back many times den finally he answered call and IT WAS THE FIRST TIME I SO FIERCE TO HIM AND EVEN SCOLD HIM BAD WORDS! I dont feel guilty at all cos i know i did nothing wrong..End up i msg him n said i wanna break up..but he didnt reply..And that is when i know i lost him totally..I admit i was not sad at all cos i dont need to report to a person wherever i go anymore..And when i thought of that,i was quite happy..
Today heard another bad news from my close friend..He is attending court tmr..And for his case,he will definitely be imprisonment..I dunno how long he will be charged..I shall wait for his gf's call tmr..And hope it wont be too long!!
Im not happy at work..No matter what we suggest,we just got rejected sometimes..We are the one who are facing the customers..And we DO have feedbacks from customers to their needs.And we juz merely helping customers to have wad they wanted and of cos thinking of new ideas for company..Its very competitive around my workplace..As what my bosses said,CUSTOMERS SERVICE ARE VERY IMPORTANT..and which i totally agree..But other nail shops around us are having better offers than us.We cant just said OUR SERVICE IS BETTER THAN THEM!! Now economy is bad again,customers will see the price instead of service! And if we dont have any new offers,customers might go to other nail salons..And of cos this is wat i DONT wanna see this happen!! I hope both boss will give a thought in what customers really need..We always do customers..So we know what customers are really thinking..Not because of YOU THINK ITS NOT GONNA WORK,den everything we said its like flush right thru into the toilet bowl..Customers will feel sian cos no matter how many packages they signed with us,they dont find anything attractive to them anymore..They merely do not wanna find other nail technicians to start all over again..Its juz because they are used to us(the 4 of us) already..Thats y they keep coming back and signed package with us..I know no matter what we said also useless..But i hope u can spare some time to think abt it..We love our customers and job but this type of things happened and there are NO SOLUTIONS to everything made me feel helpless to customers sometimes..END!!
So many things happened in just 2 days made me feel fucking sick.I HOPE I CAN PUT EVERYTHING TO AN END! BUT i know its impossible! I can tolerate whatever i heard,whatever ppl do and so on..But once i cant take the stress,i will really crazy..Im those type of ppl that will swallow everythimg that makes me sad to myself..I wont say out till i cant take it anymore..I dont wanna mention cos i dont wanna hurt anyone..I do not wanna point out anyone's fault cos i dont wanna be the one who stab ppl's back as we will be seeing each other at work everyday..I just wanna work peacefully and stay united when we busy..This is the working environment i hoped for..And i hope my dearest friends DO NOT REPEAT THE SAME MISTAKES U ALL MADE TO MAKE OTHERS SAD,DISAPPOINTED AND ANGRY..This will make ppl feel that u are hopeless..
Thats all i wanna say today!! Longest post ever!

FUCKING HAPPY N ANGRY DAYS FOR ME!

05/03~~
I havent been able to slp well on fri nite! hahaha! cos i played mj with Weizhen and Deric! Wenkai and Alex went home abt 2am plus! The 3 of us played till morning 6am plus! den i went to slp for abt 3hrs den i went off to work! SHACK!
06/03~~
Today is Sat and as usual i started work at 11am and ended work at 6.30pm.
I just removed my gel nail 2 weeks ago and here i am with gel nails again! But this time round is FRENCH! =) I only did 5fingers cos customers kept coming in and there is no time for me to finish my another 5..till now my right hand still still "NAKED"..lol..Then i went to Ubi meet my whole family(my mom's side)cos its my grandma's birthday..So we gathered together for a dinner..Then after that my uncles and aunties came up my house for mahjong sessions! We opened 2 tables..lol..cos too many people! lol.. Total of 8!! haha!! We played till morning 7am plus!! den i set my alarm and went to sleep!!
07/03~~
I slept at 7am plus and woke up at 11.30am..And again not enough slp! Only 4 and a half hours!! lol.. I brought Sherman to bugis and meet Wenkai and Deric at Macdonald..Later on Alex came to join us.. Then we went abit shopping at Bugis Street and walked over to illuma(right or wrong spelling) and played arcade..haha! I spent $15 for Sherman to play! Wenkai and Deric spent alot of money on catching toys! haha! End up we got 3 in total..We went to the coffeeshop and have our late lunch.
Then after that we walked over to Suntec City for a walk..We were all very tired with all those walkings!! hahaha!! Nothing reli to do there..Then end up called my uncle to come fetch us! heehee!! Before he came,we walked over to Marina Square..FOR A WALK ALSO! hahaha!! Then the 3 of them also played awhile in arcade..
Not long after that,my uncle called and said he coming fetch us at taxi stand!
We went to Sims Drive coffeeshp and eat..My mom called and tell me they wanna play mj..Then we went home after work..After we reached home,my mom was playing for me first..den after meimei keep crying den my mom stood up and let me play..AND THAT IS WHERE I STARTED TO GET ANGRY AND SHOWING BLACK FACE!!
Not reli alot of things happened juz now i wasnt very happy with ....I do not wanna mention names..That will be the very last time im gonna take such things..
And finally i have already finished posting 3 days updates..heehee!! and now im skype-ing with Wenkai and Alex..Will hang up soon as im too tired to do anymore things now! Bye and good night!! =)

Tired Tired and Tired!!

Its been 2 days i didnt update my blog! IM TOO TIRED TO DO IT!!
Nothing for me to post at all..cos nothing happened!!
Darryl updated me with something today! He didnt go report cos he thought he got duty den no nid to go! WTH!! lol! den kana another 3 extra! hahaha!! Serves him right!! See next time he dare anot!
As for wenkai,as usual he at camp today..I told him my slippers tear off then he said he wanna buy me a new pair and let me run away with other ppl! hahahaha!! He damn cute lo! DONT GET THE WRONG IDEA! WE ARE JUZ MERELY FRIENDS! hahahaha!! Or should i say BUDDIES?!
Still waiting for next fri to arrive lo! So long nv see the 3 musketeers liao..Im referring to Darryl,Wenkai and Darrick! hahahaha!!
My next week appointment quite full lo..Next fri meeting Darryl out for dinner with my mom..Then on sat night we wanna go Thai disco,den on Sunday we going to watch Alice In Wonderland 3D movie!! Nice nice!! Waiting for that day to arrive soon! hahaha! Cos its been so long i didnt go out with them le..Kinda miss them sometimes..
Still trying to think of SK polo tee designs for them to see..And of cos planning an outing with all SK members..The last time i joined them out was last year July at Rain pub till now..Im planning to open chalet for Sherman's 8yrs old birthday..But scared he got exams during May end..Then he wont be allow to go..Will think abt it first! =)
Im very tired today! Think im going slp now! night night! =)

Not feeling well! =(

Today im not feeling too well..Kept having stomach cramps! U should know why right?! lol..I will skip my explanations..
Nearly argued with Wenkai and Darryl today! lol..But luckily i know when to stop throwing anger if not they reli angry! haha!
Kinda feeling uneasy cos of something..Probably i dont wan him to get hurt anymore cos of her(which i dun wanna mention NAMES).He is my brother cum buddy..But if he's happy,me and another buddy will feel the same way too..
Really hope they will last long! =)
So happy to know that Wenkai has another 46 days more to go to ORD! And he is finally having full freedom! lol.. And Darryl another 9more days to book out! So i can see both of them together real soon!! Miss them so much liao! hahahaha!
Im too tired and felt that my stupid flu is on its way back to find me..Probably i dont have enough rest while im on MC! So im gonna slp now!
=)

Another boring day for me!

Today i start to work from 11.30am to 8.30pm! Not used to it though! lol.im trying to adjust back my timing!! Im still having cough and flu! WTF! I took meds everyday! But it doesnt help at all..I guess i tdrank too much iced drinks! heehee!
I reached work at 11.25am today,5mins earlier..Not so many customers today..Still managable..Knocked off at 8.30pm,went downstairs for a smoke den walked to the bus stop and took bus 80 home..i reached home at abt 10pm! Journey was abit longer than usual! hahaha!! cos i stupidly oni waited for bus 40 at Aljunied MRT! After reached home,bathed and had my dinner..There's nothing for me to update today! =)
My buddies~~~
Today is also the first day Darryl and his ex patched back..Hope they will last long this time..Darryl said he wont forget me and Wenkai..Im sure he can do it! =)
Wenkai is still thinking of the design for SK shirt! I said called him later but i called so many times he didnt ans! i guessed he's at dreamland now..hahaha! U WILL GET IT FROM ME TMR,BOY!!!!
Night night!!!

Tired Days!

27/02~~~
I met Wenkai at my house in the morning at about 9am..He brought doggie shampoo for my dog,Yoshi..Then we went to the market near my house for breakfast.At about 10am,i went to work and he went home..I reached workplace at abt 10.30am..Too early i guess!
Then i knocked off at 6.30pm..Went down straight to SK as they have performance.We had our dinner at coffeeshop at Aljunied Crescent..We lao yu sheng for a start..Then the dishes were being served very slowly..lol..Kinda like im full after a few dishes..At abt 11pm plus,we all starts to leave that place..Me,my dad,mom and Sherman walked back home while the rest went back to SK..Later on.Allan,Darrick,Deric,Stephanie,Alex and Wenkai came up to my house..Me,Wenkai,Deric and Allan played mahjong..Stephanie,Alex and Darrick played UNO with Sherman awhile then they headed to slp!
Thats all for Sat!
28/02~~~
It was abt 7.30am when we finished playing mahjong!! I won $200,Allan won $50,Wenkai lost $150 and Deric lost $100..We played 3 rounds in total..Then Wenkai left to go home changed and went back to camp..Then the rest of them took turns to bathe as my uncle is coming to fetch them go help Kong Ngai chu shi..Im not going cos im too tired!! lol..
I slept at abt 9.15am and woke up at 5pm! I still feel sleepy now..**yawning**
Then went off for dinner with my family at 6plus..Damn,my uncle's van left my house then i remembered i forgot to bring my hp out!! We went to have our dinner at Aljunied Crescent and went NTUC and buy things!
Reached home at abt 9plus..Light up a cigarette and SMOKEEEEEE!! heeheehee!
Haizz..Frankly speaking,i missed those days out with Wenkai,Darryl and Darrick! Actually we can meet out but that itchy backside Darryl not around!So in the end we gotta wait for him to book out!
The feelings not that much till i called Wenkai just now then he suddenly asked me DID U MISS ME??! hahahah!! And of cos he asked me this question is cos we are buddies and no other reasons! And my answer is YES LO!!
Although they are very much younger than me,but when im out with them i felt so much happier! They know how to comfort me when im sad,know how to make me happy when im unhappy!
Wenkai- Thanks for going breakfast with me sometimes! And of cos i do miss u! and thanks for losing to me at mahjong! hahahahaha!!!!
Allan- Thanks for coming pei me when im on sick leaves that few days! And i will miss those days when we were playing mahjong! Next time definitely will jio u if im planning for another MJ session! haha!
Darrick- Thanks for helping me get so much discount on my birthday at KBOX! And i will also miss those days when the 4 of us are out together!
Darryl- Dont always sian in camp lo! haha! Lun for another few more months to go nia! Time will pass very fast de!! And thanks for comforting me whenever i have problems with my bf! Thanks for being there for me!! =)
Weizhen- Thanks for going chu shi with me on the second day of Chinese New Year!! Hope i can see u real soon!
Alex- Thanks for accompanying Sherman when we are playing mj lo!! U are always gonna be Sherman's godfather! hahaha!
Deric- Hope u faster get yourself healed ok?! and buck up on your lion dance! Looking forward to seeing u WU SHI!
And whoever i did missed im sorry..cos i dunno what else to add!
Anyway hope all SK members to stay united,happy like a family!!
Lastly,my dad is organising a 16ppl trip to KL during June! I already have about 8ppl in my family,Wenkai,Alex,Weizhen had confirmed!! I need another 5more! Darryl,Karrie,Deric to be confirmed! Looking forward to the trip! hahaha!
There's nothing more i need to post! Update tmr!!

FRI NIGHT!

Today is Fri but im staying at home cos im still not feeling too well..Keep having running nose and cough..Dunno what happened..I took meds but still not improving but instead getting worse!
Today as usual went to work at 11plus..not so busy again..and able to rest for awhile..Knocked off at 9pm,took bus home cos i was talking to Darryl and Wenkai on the fone..Reached home at abt 9.45pm..still havent hang up call..Still talking..Then until my hp turned hot..then i put down..
At abt 12am,den i go bathed and tidied up my cupboard..Its so messy when i opened it! lol..i cant even find the clothes that i wanna wear tmr! hahaha! Then msg Darrly as promised..But he went to slp already..
We are planning to go out on the 12th to eat..go out on th 13th with him,Wenkai and maybe Darrick..den on the 14th,we going watch Alice In Wonderland! heeheehee!! Then on the 21st,we maybe bringing Sherman to watch Disney on ice! hahaha! So excited!
Meeting Wenkai for breakfast tmr,so i need to go slp early! Nows already 2am!! And im still updating my blog! Time to slp now all!! Nitey!

Tiring day!!

Today is my first day back to work after 4 non working days! hahahahaa!!! I havent rest enough though! Still having flu and cough..Although today not so busy but i felt like a long day!
Alex brought his gf to my workplace and do her nails.She looks cute..Kinda match her age..lol..After that my boss called me over for a small meeting..Talking about new operation hours,sick leaves and incentives..At first i dont understand what they are talking about,but slowly after Jasmi explained to me again..den i fully understand..I dunno whether its an advantage to me anot,so i told my friends about it..They replied me with "YES"..So i think this shouldnt be a problem..
Starting from 1st March,my new working hours are from 11.30am to 8.30pm..Kinda start early by half an hour and leave early by half an hour..Its good..Cos every night after 8pm,there are no customers at all..
Now chatting with wenkai and darryl..Im updating this blog now while they are chatting using conference..heehee!! We are planning to go out after Darryl's P.O.P!! I bet no one will ever see a guy with long hair P.O.P~~ THERE HE IS~~~~ DARRYL LIM!! hahahahaha!!!
Another 98 more days for Wenkai O.R.D!! Then he is totally FREE!! hahahahaha!!! We are planning to go K.L during June holidays..Then wait for Darryl to O.R.D den we go Taiwan together! hahahahahaha!!!
I hope time can pass faster cos i wanna go for these trips! =)
Enough for today! Night night!! Byezz!!!!

SICK!

SICK SICK N SICK!! What the hell.Having flu and cough.
I went to see doctor at Geylang East Polyclinic yesterday..And i realised that i was the last patient to register..What i heard from one of the nurse is patients who take Q number before 12.15pm can see doctor straightaway..But those who take the Q number after 12.30pm can only see doctor after 1.30pm as they are all going for their lunch.I remembered i took the Q number at abt 12.10pm..So in other word,they are supposed to register and able to see the doctor instead of waiting till 1.30pm..So i sat there and wait for my turn to register..
At abt 12.20pm,den finally its my turn to register,end up the lady dun allow me and instead she asked me to wait till 1.30pm! WTF!!!!!!
One of the nurse who took my temperaturetold her that i reached at 12.10pm..She still can be the last patient..Then end up they quarrelled..Then i was like sitting there and watched them quarrel for nothing..Im thinking that if that lady let me register faster instead of wasting time and arguing there,den they can go for their lunch faster..And finally she allowed me to register..I told her i forgot bring my IC,and i will write my name and IC no to her..She scolded me! saying:" TYPING MANUALLY TAKE UP ALOT OF TIME!!" WTF!! Im sick and she still said these to me!! Fucking brainless and no manners! After all im still a patient and she is a staff there! Then i told myself its alright.i reli need to see the doctor faster and go home rest! she asked me to proceed to lvl 2 consultation rm 54..So i headed upstairs..
Finally its my turn to see the doc,she asked me whats wrong then i told her i got flu and cough..then she jotted down on my file..she asked again:"EXCEPT FROM COUGH,DO U HAVE FLU?" I was stunned! i just told her i got FLU AND COUGH!!!!!!! I was like BLUR! After that she used a torch to see my throat..But she didnt say anything..After she passed me my mc and medicine subscription,i went downstairs and waited for my medicines and payment..Finally finished seeing doctor at abt 1.30pm..Took bus home..
Allan reached my house at 3pm plus,den waited for Eddie to come play mj at 8pm plus..
We played till 3am plus..I won $90,dad won $40 and Allan won $70..Eddie was the only loser last night..Probably cos he didnt sleep the whole night ba! So he unable to concentrate! heeheeehee!! Next time i know what to do le!! He lost $240 in 2 rounds..The both of them sleep at my house..
i woke up at abt 2pm,open my eyes and realised Eddie went to work already..and Allan is still sleeping now while im posting this! hahaha!!
Dunno later got mj anot! I hope YES! update tmr! byezzzz!!

My most enjoyable day!!

Today is my most enjoyable off day! Cos some SK members came my house today for a small gathering!! Thanks Wenkai,Darrick,Deric,Alex,Gilbert,Yvonne,"Stephanie",Nelson,Wai Kit and his gf and Allan for coming..
I went to cut my hair short in d afternoon..I cant stand the heat anymore..So i cut it shorter..But Alice didnt want me to cut so short cos i juz did my rebonding..heehee!!
When i was walking home,i saw Allan at my house downstairs smoking..So we went up together with meimei..After he reached my house,he fell asleep!!Then the rest of them arrived at my house abt 2pm..
My mom cooked 3 types of eggs porridge as suggested by Nelson and she also fried bee hoon..After they had their lunch,they started playing 21dian with my uncle..Though my uncle lost alot,i still can feel that he was enjoying his day too!
Too bad Darryl wasnt able to join us as he is naughty and got confined 3weeks! I promised him i will go Thai disco with him when he can book out! And thats because he is one of my closest so called BROTHER in SK!
At abt 7plus,i started playing mahjong with wenkai+deric,julie and Allan..We finished at abt 12am..And in the end i win $15..Allan is the big winner..He won $85 from Julie!
After we played finish mahjong,only left me,Wenkai,Deric,Stephanie and Allan..We chat till 1.30am den they went off..
Thanks to them for making this day so wonderful! heehee!! PS: Karrie,sorry that i left u out!! Hope u wont angry wif me~!!
Now is already 2am..And im getting ready to sleep!! Im on leave tmr but i still need to take care of that 2 troublesome kids! =(
Will update tmr! Night night!

My trip to KL

My trip to KL was fun and tiring! We took Transtar coach direct to KL..And it took me 5hrs to reach there.When we reached there first day,we checked in Swiss-In hotel then we unpacked everything in our lugagge then we went to have our lunch at CHI CHIONG GAI..The food are nice..
I bought a alot of things there! nearly bankrupt!! hahaha!! We woke up very early everyday to have our breakfast in the hotel..Nasi Lemak and cha kway tiao!! Very oily food in the morning..Not used to it but i still love it!!
Reached back Singapore at abt 8pm plus,went to have dinner at coffeeshop den went home..Finished unpacked everything den upload pics into my facebook and talking to Shawn now~ Will upload some pics tmr! Night night!

My chinese new year eve!

Knocked off at 5pm..Was rushing home not because of reunion dinner but because im tired so i took cab home~lol..DAMN EX!!
Surprisingly,Ah Yee called me and we talked for long time! Was happy although he's married..But i got no more feelings for him! JUZ FRIENDS! heehee! Now i got Shawn already..Hope we can last long!
Im going to SAR KONG to pray later..Might not be coming home so early..now waiting for wenkai and darryl's call then i will go meet them..
I finally able to rest for so many days..so happy!Its been quite sometime i didnt off for so many days straight..Hope time can pass slower~!
Still waiting for Tue to arrive! Going KL with my family!! Hope i can enjoy my trip there! AND THE LONG JOURNEY!!!!!!! =)

This week gonna end soon!!

Finally after being tired for so many days,today's FRIDAY!! Tmr im working 11am to 4pm..Thats good! And im able to rest for 5days then go back work on next fri..
I do have alot of things in my mind,but i just dunno wads that?! Maybe i have been anyhow thinking for these past few days..I have my friends,my family and a bf..But i also dunno whats bothering me for so long..Im trying to make myself happy but i know even if im lauging or smiling,its just not from my heart..its all FAKE!
I hope its due to my tiredness that causes all these! Im off to sleep now.Update tmr!! Night night!

My bf's complaints!

My bf complained to me abt not meeting him for so long den i realised due to my TIREDNESS everyday,i havent seen him for abt 2 weeks!I felt so guilty now..So i told him i will meet him on Fri night after work..The answer i got from him was SEE FIRST!! Damn it..Guess he was angry and sad that if he didnt tell me abt this and i will totally forgot how long i havent been seeing him!! We didnt quarrel for so long,think my love for him had increased.I tends to miss him at work..So if i have abit of time left,i will call and listen to his voice.
I never doubt his love for me but instead i dont know why i cant bring myself to love him further at times.Maybe cos he controlled me too much last time.Now he is able to compromise so i think he's changing for the better..And that is why i truly love him..Although he wont read my blog,but i will let him know how much i love him now! Hope we can last long!
=)

Another tiring day for me!

Shawn woke me up at 9am plus,but after i hang up the call,i fell asleep again! Guess i was too tired.End up i was late for work! Today although appointments are not as packed as last Friday,but i was still so busy!
I promised to meet Shawn tonight but end up cos i knocked off late so he dont wanna meet anymore as he said im tired..Felt so sorry cos i dont have time for him.Im always so busy with work lately.Im lucky enough that he understands and doesnt throw temper as i really dont have time for him at all..I love u,dear!
Off to do my gel nails myself..Night!

Another tired day for me although im not working!!

Today consider as my reunion dinner at home..But this year is special..We order buffet!Cos my mom is tired of cooking so she suggested ordering buffet this year..
Early in the morning,i was waken up by my friend..heehee..She said she was bored and wanted to go for Mac breakfast with her..So i brushed my teeth and change..Then we went to Mac for our breakfast..After that she fetch me to hair salon to do my rebonding..Not very satisfied cos my hair stylist changed the brand to Goldwell..Which was the first time i tried using it.i started at abt 10am and finished abt 2pm..
Then i went home to eat.Some of my uncles were at my house playing mahjong. at abt 5plus,we LAO YU SHENG..Then i went bugis with my Wenkai,Darryl and Shanaye..At abt 9plus,we went to eat at TIAN TIAN HUO GUO..Eat till wan vomit..Finally reached home at 11plus..
Tmr will be another tiring day for me..I hope this week can end faster! =)

是不是每个人都会有倒霉的一天？

As usual,i woke up late again..I should have gotten up at 9am but i went back to sleep.At abt 10.30am,i went to wait for a cab.Normally i can take a cab easily but today I CANT!There are no cabs.And bloody hell,i was standing there for so long and someone juz walked out from her block and stood in front of me and wait for cab too.The weather was damn hot and i was so frustrated.End up i walked to the front and wait.I walked one big round from my house and finally i took a cab.But still im late for work.
I remembered i had $314 notes in my wallet.I paid cab fare with a $10 and paid back Angie $6.50 for the Mac breakfast..In the afternoon i took out a $50 note to buy lunch.and the rest i put back into my wallet..
Guess what! When i knock off,i counted my money..And damn it,i lost $50!
Think today is the SUAYEST day i ever had..I called my friend and he told me its ok,treat it as 破钱消灾。I agree..Then i headed to Chinatown and meet my family for dinner at 肥仔荣。The dinner was nice cos i had abalone.lol..Though its my SUAYEST day today,i felt happier after the dinner..Will update my blog tmr..Night night!

Tired!!

Its reaching chinese new year soon and im so busy with work lately!But im happy cos i know im earning more than any other months..So its worth it..
Today i went to meet Wenkai at Bugis cos he wanna buy a shirt from Fox.Then after that he accompanied me back home cos my mom wants to go Kbox..lol..so me,darrick,wenkai and my mom went at abt 11plus..and we sang till 3am..
Just got home,bathed and getting ready to slp..Tmr will be another busy day i think..Will try to update my blog tmr IF im not that tired! heehee!! Night night!

又吵架了！

We quarrel again..Just because of the picures he had uploaded in his facebook..He was hugging other gals.How m i able to take it? CONFIRM OR CONFUSED..Im not sure either.My friend asked me:"DONT TELL ME YOUR BF IS THE ONE HUGGING THE GALS!!"..Then my answer was YES.So i decided to ask him to delete the pics,but he kept asking me who was the one who asked me this question,so i just told him MY FRIEND.But he wasnt very happy with the answer.The problem is even though i tell him my friend's name also useless.MAIN REASON COS HE DUNNO HIM!! So y do i have to waste my energy into telling him? I just merely wanted him to remove the pictures,but he kept asking me this and that.He gave me the feeling its like WHY SHOULD I REMOVE THE PICTURES?! So i argued with him and slammed down the phone!
I was kinda busy at work so when he msg me,i juz anyhow reply..Then we are ok again..
Reached home at abt 9pm..He was supposed to meet me,but his colleague called and asked him go work.So we didnt meet in the end..
I was asking myself ARE WE ABLE TO LAST LONG IF WE QUARREL LIKE THIS EVERYDAY! WTF! i bet no one is able to answer me this question.......

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My trip to Malacca last week

My 1st time to Malacca was a bad dream! I reached Tangkak at abt 10pm,den we left for Malacca at abt 10.30pm..When we reached there,the so called BASAH MALAM(鸡场街) were closing,the first food i had in Melaka was HU LU!! Then we went to find food as we were hungry..after that we head back home to slp..The next morning,we went to Maur.Guessed we were there too early as the shops were not open yet.so we went to the Red House in Melaka..Damn sunny there!! The 4 of us so hot! like burning..Though it was hot,but we had fun!! Thanks Angie for bringing us and driving! oops,thanks to Jasmi also!! heehee! im waiting for our next trp to Batam!

不是每段爱情都是我想的那么美好！

So what if im in love..Its really not as good as i expected..All my friends thought i was happily in love..But they are wrong..He became worse.Controlling me in whatever im doing.I wasnt feeling very happy so i scolded him back and simply ignored him for few hours..Now he dont dare to control me anymore..And he even promised to let me do whatever i like..So throwing my temper on him indeed WORKED!! and now we are happily together! lol....