Happy? Unhappy??

Mixed feelings recently..work,friends and my dearest..

Working longer in this company makes me feels sick.The longer i work,the more ER XIN things that i saw..Especially bosses..We tends to be the BAD person while they are the GOOD person..Why must things turned out this way? I dont understand.Does it means we work for them,we take their pay then we can treated this way? When they are not crazy,they seems fine.But nowadays,they're getting crazier and crazier..Alot of ppl cant tahan them anymore,not me alone..Just kinda wondering how long can i stay in this kind of working environment.Im lazy to change job,Im lazy to go for interview.im even lazy to meet new people..So for the time being,i shall stay where i am now.Not going anywhere..i think there are more disgusting things coming along..I shall see..
Havent been seeing all my friends for so long..Kinda wondering how are they now.Although we did keep in contact sometimes,but it doesnt seems enough..I cant turn back the time like in the past where we can always hang around somewhere to chat or play..Its only chushi then we can see one another..
next is my bf,Shawn..haiz..I have hurt him too deep in the past..Im lucky that we are still together..Im now trying to amend the hurt that i had brought to him last time.I love him the same and i also know he love me the same.I promised him he will be my last and really last.Nobody can enter my heart again.I dont mind waking up abt 4am just to call and wake him up for work.I dont mind i doesnt have enough sleep..I even doesnt mind he has no time for me cos he's really busy with work as its the end of the year now..Missing him every min and every sec..U have my words,dearest..I promised you.. :)

Hope everyone's doing fine! Especially Angie and Jasmi! Its been so long i didnt see these 2 gals..lol..miss them sometimes..I will plan and see when i have the time to meet up with the both of you!

Time to stop blogging and get to slp! Hope tmr will be a fine day to me...Bless me,my friends...