I have never thought that i could find a serious guy who really love me more than i have ever loved him. I guess no one has ever thought that the person is him. Yes, he is Andy from my office. He is the one giving me a new life..A very happy life.. Maybe this is fate who brought me into this office and gotta know him. Our serious love life starts on 22 June 2011.
How do we got started? hmmm..he didnt ask me be his gf..haha..kinda wierd. But what i can only remember so far is he keep asking me to miss him. At first i found it quite wierd but as time passed, im ok with it.
In the beginning, i dunno how true he is to me cos afterall he's my once a close friend's ex bf. When they were together, i didnt even know about it till Yvone hinted me abt it. At that point of time i can felt hurt. but i dunno exactly why i felt this way.Its meant to be a secret between the 2 of them, but i guess Yvone cant tahan liao so she hinted me. she always says Andy got no time for her at all, call him no ans and sms him no reply. and im so stupid to tell her that this type of guys dun wan better ba..But in the end,im with him.. Sounds not right though,but i cant "siam" this fate lei.. haha
when we first got together,he told me alot of things n which i didnt even realised. He had secretly like me long ago. and i just heard from him that he doesnt wanna let her disclose partly cos of me. Thats silly.. After i got together with him then i realised i got feelings for him long ago ba.. i just didnt realised that.
first day with him together was damn paisei in the office.. WTF!! cos we used to be very close friends but endup out of a sudden we became couple. Under that kind of situation is really very difficult to "swallow" and react!!!!! hahahahaha! But he's the one who made the 1st move by hugging me.. haha! WOW!!! shocked sia... but i dunno why the first time he hugged me i felt his love liao. Power hor??
The 1st day together we shared in facebook that we are in a relationship liao.. I dun wanna be another Yvone.. I dun wan to have an "underground relationship" with him lo.. But surprisingly, he agreed to put our relationship status "IN A RELATIONSHIP" ..heehee.. i was smiling non stop lo.. but i cannot too siao zhang..haha..
i remembered the 1st shopping we went was...U GUESS..........MUSTAFA!!! OMG! fucking romantic DAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO................. With so many "AH NEI". But i got something in return! my fav Winnie The Pooh. Thats the 1st gift that he had bought for me.
As time passed,MORE & MORE WINNIE THE POOH APPEARED!! very small, small, big ,LARGE...I dunno why whatever he did to me was what a bf should do but i still feel so damn happy abt it. Crazy liao. Till now also felt the same way.. Whenever i see him smile, my heart will melt.... But when he smile to other gals the same way, i fucking wanna beat him up!!!!
I cant remember when did we mention we wanna get married liao.. i know thats fast but this is fate lo.. we have so many things in common. Example: Food, smoke, he drink but i dun drink.. most of all is WE ARE BOTH CUTE! hahaha! but he act cute more than me!
My wedding gowns and his suit already settled.. Now waiting for his parents side to confirm the venue..Even the list of guests are already ready.Everything that we needed already planned nicely.
Rom date will be in 14 Feb 2012, 5 more mths to be exact as today is 14 Sep.. We left 5 more mths to prepare all the necessary things..then im officially MRS TAN and he is officially MR CHOY!! hahahaha!
Although we are getting married soon, i felt that his love for me seems to increase!
OHHHH WAIT! before i forget something! If u got see his silly face last night, i bet u will laugh non stop! where got ppl like that de!!!! i told him i at his house downstairs but he still can whatsapp me and say "YA, LIKE REAL!" knn him..... I carried the water bottle all the way from my house to his house for him at 11pm plus lo.. cos he sick mah.. bo bian. i dun wan him sick PLUS next week Gain City Expo... i dun wanna DO ALONE!!! if not i will die.. so i make the herbal tea for him. he shocked tilllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll.................
i know he was touched last night le..his face already showed everything in his mind. He said no one has ever treated him this nice b4. YOU BELIEVE??? NO?? but i believe if not i die till very ugly... hahahaha...
Now he sitting beside me and reading every single word that i type. So no point say so much liao..
This is what i wanna say to him:
Dear, i may not be able to love u more than you love me. But i promise u, i will do my very best in being a good wife to you. Will take care of u whenever you are sick(i hope no),i will love u as much as i can..I maybe sensitive,hot tempered,stubborn and many many more..i hope you will bear with me and love me the same like now in the future. My love for you doesnt decrease but increase tremendously in this few months. Its cos of your love i felt happiness,its cos of your hug and smile that makes me feel warmth. Thank you for everything hubby. Apart from you, i will not share my love with anyone. Sometimes i feel so sorry to throw temper on you and maybe made you feel that i dont love you anymore. But in my heart, im loving you more and more each day. Trust me,honey..My heart, brain and mind is all filled up with your everything. Even if one day(touchwood), i were to knock down by a car that cost me to lose all my memories about you, pls promise me to regain our sweet memories.. I do not want to lose you. Apart from my family, the most important is you. I truly love you with all my heart. Muack hubby..
K la, i think he wanna cry after reading this..haha.. my turn to go smoke later and i shall see whats his reaction. But still, these are hidden in my heart and which i will tell you face to face when we get married.
Love u hubby...
14 Sep 2011
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