Im happy cos i have Andy with me everyday, sad is he's sick.. he's losing his voice soon..Poor him..And its like im the one who brought this on him. I bought him heaty food and let him drink cold water. Aiyo...im such a "GOOD" wife..kinda feeling guilty since day one he was sick..But i still buy his fav food for him cos i dun wan him to feel unhappy.. The both of us are so silly..
Although whatever i said now might not seems to be im treating him. I love him very much and yet at the same time i like to bite him..
these were the things that he had did for me..
1. buy me Winnie The Pooh
2. accompany me out for dinner always even though his mom has cooked his dinner
3. help me with my jobs when he know that i have got too many jobs on hands but he has many also.
4. brought me to the doctor middle of the night cos im not feeling well
5. buy dinner for my family no matter how tired he is that day
6. wherever i wanna go he sure will accompany me
7. Doesnt allow me to go buy lunch at times cos he always says the weather very hot
8. Always ask me to slp early
9. must dry my hair
10. helps me solve my family problems
11. let me bite
12. let me scold
13. let me scream
14. let me pinch
15. buy me chocolates when he make me angry
16. respect my decisions
17. doesnt allow me to go home myself
18. he send me straight home and see me close the door then he go back on his own
19. buy cigarettes for me
20. give me surprises
21. always pay when i buy things
22. takes care of me at work
23. reminds me to take my meds when im not feeling well
24. no matter how tired he is,he will still wait for me to slp before he slp
25. send me sweet sms before he goes to slp
26. always ask me what i feel like eating without thinking of himself
27. love me more than he loves himself
28. hug me when im feeling very down
And i guess many many more that i didnt mention...He's such a sweet darling.. Although i can see him at work everyday, but i still miss him.. so sometimes i have time, i will turn my head and look at him for awhile to make sure that he's fine..
5 more mths to our ROM, feeling excited and happy..only after that day then i can feel that he's totally mine..im afraid that i will lose him before our ROM..so i keep thinking of a way to make him happy and feel my love. Thats y i keep giving him surprises these few days. I dont want him to leave me anytime. I need him by my side forever and thats for sure..
Its him who helped me get over my ex.. Its him who make me smile again whenever i cried. Its him who always help me with my jobs. Its always him..I guess i cant do anything more if i lose him.
Baby, i may have said this many times but i still wanna say this..
I love you, i really do..I know you wont get tired of me saying this. You are such a silly dear to me.. let me bully you all the time without even thinking of revenging..You dote on me so much that i began to rely on you so much..you love me so much that i started to feel i cant live without you..you miss me so much that i started to miss you just like how you miss me every min every sec.. sometimes you hug me so tight that i know i couldn't breathe but i still dun wan you to let go..With you by my side, i know whatever i will encounter in the future couldn't tear me down..you are already my pillar of strength..i love and need you forever..
Hope your love for me will stay strong always till the end of our life,honey..
Muack.. =)
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